This girl, though. π
She could serenade me every night and I wouldnβt mind. π Especially when she screams for me. πππ
Another bruise. Story of my life.
The fact that I honestly just ran right into a chair that I was attempting to avoid just goes to show how uncoordinated I truly am.
Ugh.
Sometimes I wonder if humanity has forgotten how to have a normal conversation. Can you not talk to someone just getting to know each other? Can we not talk about our days? Or our likes/dislikes? I mean, honestly…intelligent conversations intrigue me!
Sometimes I can’t remember what I ate for breakfast or lunch, but I swear I remember everything that ever happened between you and me.
I want to be wrapped in her arms. Comfortable and safe. Calm and at ease. I want to feel the warmth of her breath as she breathes at the nape of my neck. I want to kiss her softly and whisper cute things to her just so I can see her radiating smile. I want to hear her laugh and feel her arms tighten up around me as I pull her closer. I want to tickle her and kiss her body gently as she wiggles around in my arms. I want to be held as I hold her. I want her. Now. Always. Forever.
Watching a movie on Netflix at my house is a hassle. I’ve had to close Netflix like 7 times just trying to watch this one movie. Ugh. Shitty Internet service is one of the biggest downfalls of living in the country.
Honestly, I just need to cry.
Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be good enough for anyone or anything.
Probably not.
